I found this little ditty when going through my files. When I saw the title, I went, "What the heck is this story about?" Apparently the last time I touched this story was March 2011. As you can guess, I don't remember where the hell I planned to go with this story LOL.
This is what I said in the document though:
"I think I realize why I only write ChuRo once in a while rather than nonstop. I’m a fluff writer, but my ChuRo often has a very sinister feel to it lol.
ChuRo is actually more difficult to write, I think, than RoChu. RoChu often have Yao succumb due to Ivan’s strength or stubborn persuasion and no reader will question it. ChuRo, on the other hand, has a smaller man ‘push’ down a larger one. This can only work if the bigger guy allows it and the smaller guy is aggressive. So in essence, that’s why my ChuRo is usually darker and twisted compared to my sweeter RoChu fics. Yao is no longer sweet or gentle and to Ivan this is simply a game.
In the Spanish dessert, “ChuRo”, my Yao is a manifestation of those articles: just as possessive and obsessed with what he deemed as ‘his’. In other words, Ivan and Yao are both insane, but Yao is just better at hiding it ^^."
Seriously...I wonder what I was planning to write O_o?